Weeks after my
grandmother passed (and by that time she'd come to everyone else in my immediate
family in the form of a dream) she finally came to me in one of my dreams, which
I call a visit. In my dream, I'm in a minivan packed with living members of my
family, and the van is speeding down the road, when I look ahead and notice that
there's no one in the driver's seat. The next thing I know, my grandmother (who
passed at 74) appeared to me, young, vibrant, happy and whole, in the driver's
seat. She took her hands off of the steering wheel and turned around to see her
family members in the back. I was the only one who noticed her, and her face lit
up when she realized I could actually see her. We spoke through telepathy I
believe, and as I held her hand during the conversation, I felt the most
stimulating radiating vibration coming from her, a vibration and peace I still
felt ! when I woke up, and I still feel today.
Did you sense an awareness or
presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling
them ? No
Did you hear the deceased or
hear something associated with the deceased?
Uncertain Describe:
telepathy
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you
not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?
It was all done by telepathy. She knew what I was thinking, and I knew what she
was thinking. It was very natural and easy.
Is there any
possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at
the time of your experience? No
Was there any
possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?
No
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Uncertain
Where and how were
you touched? I believe I was
touched on my hand, both in my dream and when I woke up. I was holding her hand
in the dream, and as I did, I felt an intense vibration and warmth, which I
clearly recollected when I woke up.
Was the touch
familiar? It was unfamiliar
to me. Usually, I don't recall any physical feelings involved with my dreams,
but this time, I clearly remembered the sensation I felt as I held her hand.
Was anything
communicated by the touch? Love. There's no other way to explain it really, just love.
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience? Absolutely not.
Did you see the deceased?
Yes
Describe the
appearance of the deceased:
Towards the end of her life, my grandmother didn't look the same. Her appearance
became sickly due to her illness, and she looked nothing like she usually did
when she was healthy. In my dream, she appeared healthy, youthful, vibrant and
young. Beautiful.
How clearly did the
deceased appear? Very solid
How much of the
deceased did you see? All of
the deceased
Did the deceased
appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
She appeared younger, maybe at least mid 30's early 40's looking, but yet I
could still tell who she was.
How healthy did the
deceased appear to be? Very
happy and healthy. She looked nothing like she did when she was sick with
cancer. She was all better.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience? No.
How long did the
experience last? I don't know. It could have been 5 minutes, or 5 hours. I really
don't recall that.
Was the beginning and end
of the experience gradual or more sudden?
sudden
Could you sense the emotions
or mood of the deceased? Describe:
I could sense she was happy, and excited I was able to see her and communicate
with her.
Did the deceased give you
information you did not previously know?
No. She just told me she was all right.
How do you currently view the
reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
I was just so very excited and happy. Naturally, because it occurred astrally, I
don't remember everything I felt, but I do know that both she and I were
thrilled to be communicating with each other. :)
Was there any emotional
healing in any way following the experience?
Yes Describe:
I just felt more relieved about her arriving okay, and if she was at peace and
healthy.