On July 17th 1997 my little brother of 23 died in a car crash. I don't see death as horrible because God is perfect and beautiful. The next day I was sitting on my couch listening to music and thinking about my brother and the weirdness of him not being there anymore and i realized I was smiling when i came out of my daydreaming. I say this to show you the state I was in and that I accept death. 2 days later I was asleep and I was dreaming entering a church and seeing my brother in the front so I say his name and I go to him. He tells me everything is perfect and then (And this is the best part) He hugs me for about a minute but WOW!! what I felt was tremendous Love, Inner peace that doesn't exist on earth, no fear NOTHING. To some people it is just a dream but I tell them that we always always dream about things we know. Example in dreams we can fly which is totally nonsense but at the same time we know what flying is etc.... The feeling of pure bliss felt in this dream was not earthly and very very far from love we feel here. So this is why I know 100% sure the feelings that NDE experiencers have is the same and I understand what they are talking about and I didn't have to die to feel it :)For at least 2 weeks after the dream I was in awe all the time and that was on my mind all the time because that feeling was so strong.

It did not change my life right away because I was a rebel and it took me time to realize the path with my soul and God was better but as soon that I feel scared, anxious, sad or mad at something or someone I always come back to that feeling in my dream and everything eases down because Life is bigger then everyday troubles. In the long run it has changed me into a loving and caring person and i see that people are attracted to my calm, my laugh and my Light.

I have searched for people like me who lived it this way (In a dream) but haven't found anyone yet.

Thank you and have a great day

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     The word love felt is bigger then the word itself and since it doesn't exist here people minimise it and can't understand so it is frustrating ans I don't talk about it anymore because it is too big for words

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      In my brother's arms

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   The biggest feeling of love on earth is nothing compared to God's love

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Stronger

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   no difference

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No   

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Pure love and calmness  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   No  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes   My brother who is deceased

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
While in his embrace nothing else existed but the Pure Love

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   I saw that when we die everything is so peaceful and beautiful

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   The love I felt is not earthly

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   I felt it while in the embrace

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   Yes   To not worry or be scared nothing because everything is as planned and is perfect

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   YES YES YES and I think that was the only reason I lived this

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I was in a church so that was normal for me but the Love I felt Wow I really did not know THAT existed

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of th   Like it was yesterday

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   Life became meaningful

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   I searched for deep love for myself because I felt sooo empty and a meaning for life other then drinking and partying.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  Not to many people because there are no words to describe the feeling. I can see in their face it is just a normal dream to them

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   I watched maybe 2 videos on youtube about 5 years prior

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   To weird and strong to not be true plus the feeling of calm in my life was new to me and very real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   Same response then above question

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I love myself more so people surrounding me are lovable and respectful

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   All seconds and minutes of my days I think of God

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No    

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes