There have been many many experiences but first was 1 day after my husband physically died when he called my name 2 times while I was working with the horses. After that there were many signs, synchronicities, 2 sessions with medium, huge amount of research by me until I was sent a pendulum by an aunt and I started talking to my husband through that and then he started to communicate with me through vibrations and then telepathically

Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? Yes

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased? Yes

Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated: My name was called, my experiences are too many to state

Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated? Externally for first contact, then later through thought

If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive? A little different but it was him

Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No

Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience? No

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased? Yes On my head during meditation not long after his physical death

Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? I just felt it on my head

Was anything communicated by the touch? Reassurance

Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No

Did you see the deceased? No

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

How long did the experience last? Still ongoing

Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden? Still ongoing covering multiple experiences

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased? Yes Overjoyed to be communicating properly and not through a medium or signs or showing me vision

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know? Yes Information about what happened when he left his physical body, who accompanied him, what happened when he left his body and returned home and the choice he was given about would he stay in heaven and wait for me or as we were inseparable he asked to come back immediately and was told he could be with me without me really knowing and he could only communicate if I was trying really hard to be in contact with him which I was

How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real

Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real: Because it is real, I do not drink, take any medications, am fit and healthy and know if something happens or not. I was initially in immense grief but the more that happened and the more I read and researched the more I knew he was around

Was the experience dream like in any way? No

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience: Initial contact after 1 day I was in numb grief, the more I researched the happier I became to the point I was no longer grieving because I became aware he is with me and has always been with me, he told me things about my life that has happened since his physical death

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Yes definitely healing following experiences

What was the best and worst part of your experience? Discussing events not openly discussed with my husband

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I researched still, I look for people with similar experiences, I care more, I live more fully, I don’t suffer anxiety as I did I am trying to now live with no regrets from past or present

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes Afterlife exists

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.? Yes Life is eternal, we are souls in a vehicle, no judgement, no he’ll only heaven, all souls have same personality and consciousness we can be whatever we want following physical death imagination is our only limit

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a compact? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Extreme happiness

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others? No

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No

Did you become aware of future events? No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain Deja vu when younger few intuitive moments

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No

Did you meet or see any other beingsother than the deceased?No

Did you see a light? No

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above? No

Have you shared this experience with others? No

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site? No

Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? I don’t know how many others have the same experiences I have but this is beyond my wildest imagination and I am so grateful he came back to me<

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?Yes