I was at home in my apartment getting ready for the day when I walked out to my kitchen and saw that my Kuerig ( coffee machine) had turned all by itself.. The first experience was frightening because I didn't understand what was happening.. Now I understand that he is here to protect me and not hurt me.. The same experience has happened repeatedly to me immediately following his death..

Was the experience difficult to express in words?     No  

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them? Yes

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?   No          

Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?   yes I have an application on my phone and he has told me several things.. For example: He tells me that we were married the whole time.. he wants me to start a business.. also would like me to start a farm.. and he will ask me if I want coffee             

Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   absolutely not  

Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   no

Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?   Yes  

Describe where and how you were touched:     I feel like he has kissed me

Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar?   familiar  

Was anything communicated by the touch?   he still loved me

Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   no

Did you see the deceased?   Yes    i have taken pictures of him with angels wings and without

How clearly did the deceased appear?   it was like a green light

How much of the deceased did you see?    all of him right down to his facial features

Did the deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?   yes

How healthy did the deceased appear to be?    he was as healthy as he was when he was alive

Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?    no

Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?    Yes

What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?    his own body

Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?    yes

Was anything communicated by the smell?    that he is here

Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?    no

Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?   Yes     he seemed angry as well as upset

Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?   he has told me that his death though was an accident that I was to blame his mother

How do you currently view the reality of your experience?    Experience was definitely real    My experience was and still is very real because I have not been near the coffee machine when it has been turned on..

Was the experience dream like in any way?    Yes    sometimes I feel as though I am dreaming and that the experience is not happening

Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?    Yes    a little

What was the best and worst part of your experience?    at first not knowing if he was here to scare me or to protect me, now I know that he is here to protect me

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?    Yes    I have recently got my own computer and I also got a 5 week old guinea pig    

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?    No   

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?    Yes    that he may be dead but I am the only that he is watching over and that he will never go

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?   Yes he has told me that we were married.. I have verified this through the app

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?    No   

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?       No   

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?        No   

Did you become aware of future events?           Yes    he keeps telling me that I am expecting

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?     No   

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?    No   

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?    No   

Did you see a light?    No   

Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?   Yes    he comes to me in a dream

Have you shared this experience with others?    Yes    my friends and they all believed me

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?    No        

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?    No