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Experience description:

I was standing in the front of my home, alone, with his dog that he left with us,  very early in the AM, around 2:00 am. It was very dark and quiet.  Standing outside near the front door, that he would walk in and out of for the last 7 years,  in very deep thought and sadness about my father never walking up the walk way again. That I would never see him walk up the street again, from his car. That I would never see him again come through that door. That I would never see him again siting in his chair under the large oak trees that he and his doggy would sit under and his dog would chase squirrels and and he would watch the babies for me while I would work. I was talking to him, asking where was he now? What was he doing? Are you ok?

Then, all of a sudden, quickly, I thought I heard something, and for a split second, I was spooked, because I was deeply thinking of him, I was not aware of my surroundings,. So,  I focused my attention outward looking around for someone coming my way, that caused me to hunch down a little to hid myself a little, just in case there was someone there. Then I calmed myself, as I did not see anyone immediately in my sight, but then, all within seconds, It was as if my whole body was fully electrocuted, and flicked like a rubber band a full body effect all at once, but my body did not flick, just a severe effect internally or as if something literally passed through me but with force of electrical sensation and rubber band feeling all at once. Like in a movie where a thing passes through someone or something. The only thing I can liken it too, is the movie ghost. Where the spirit passes through.  This all happened in seconds, not minutes.

I initially had to check myself, check my body. Thinking I was literally HIT by something, thinking someone may have just shot me (my dads ashes are in shotgun shells because he loved guns). I  checked my heart, seeing if maybe I just had a weird stroke or seizure. BUT my heart was actually beating nice and slow and I was NOT feeling physically unwell. I have had panic attacks before, but this was not like that (although rare). Once, I realized I was not physically injured, I was wondering, what was that??!!!

I walked around to the back yard where my husband was and began to tell him what had just happened and the only thing he said, was "it must have been your dad"!

To this day, I do believe he must have literally walked through me, to tell me he was still with us. I still do not know for sure what that was about, just speculation.  There have been many other incidences and I even THINK, I caught a picture of him observing us all, at a distance, after his celebration for life. It is incredible. Still all very hard to believe. I am praying for the Lord to allow my daddy to come and visit us, even for a millisecond. I do believe all is possible with the Lord.

I still do not know what that was. Writing this causes me to realize that it impacted me so much that I pretty sure I will never forget what I experienced.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words?     Yes

 It was a feeling I have never experienced before.

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      Yes

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         Yes

 Throughout my body

            Was the touch familiar or unfamiliar? Unfamiliar. I never felt it before.

           Was anything communicated by the touch? Not really

            Is there any possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No, Not possible.

 Did you see the deceased?       No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      Seconds

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       Sudden

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Uncertain

 Not sure if what I felt was from him or my own reaction to the effect of the incident

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?  No

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   There was not other way to explain what happened to me either internally or externally

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

 Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  Shock, disturbed, concerned, amazement

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Uncertain

 More questions and curiosity

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Nothing

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?      No     

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Uncertain     It shocked me. It was so powerful, so bizarre that I could not understand it and not sure how to file it in my spirit

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Shocked, confused, amazed

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

 It was as if time stood still. Like something happened

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

 Did you become aware of future events?      No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   Uncertain

 It seems like there was a micro second that I was turned off then back on. Like a walking in and out

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?      No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?      

Yes    Not sure if they were influenced, just sort of like, wow response.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

  Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?   No not really, except there have been other occurrences that were too real to say they were coincidences.

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes