My 23 year old daughter died on September 26, 2008 weeks prior to this event.

I have gastro esophageal reflux disease and had gone to the doctor a week or two prior to this event and gotten medication.  I was looking forward to polishing off a bag of Doritos which is something I haven't been able to do for years.  I went to bed that night.  While sleeping I found myself in this place that looked like a slab of concrete with people and fog on it.  One woman, a short woman with short black hair glasses and black clothes and black hat came up to me and said 'your not suppose to be here'.  All of a sudden my daughter came down from the sky, she had wings.  I remember being so happy to see her when she grabbed me and started to push me away. I remember saying 'Jessica, why don't you want to see me'?  At the same moment I was saying this to her she was screaming 'no'!  Then she came up in the middle of my mattress and pushed me over so that I rolled over.  I woke up right then and there and started coughing up chunks of vomit from my lungs.  I had aspirated while sleeping.  I remember crying and saying why doesn't she want to see me.  I truly believed she saved my life and I think it was because I was raising her daughter and she had to make sure her daughter would be raised right.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes  My 23 year old daughter passed away a few weeks prior.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     Lets, hard to express in words which is really hard to express in words.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      During the whole time.  I can remember it as if it was yesterday.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   I felt more alive, more aware, but not in my body looking out of my eyes.  Almost like I couldn't see my body while looking at people.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I could see clearly like I was more awake then normal.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Didn't notice anything about hearing.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   extreme happiness then confusion then extreme heartbreak  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   No  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes   There were three ladies lined up when I arrived but only one spoke to me.  Then I saw my daughter.

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   Some unfamiliar and strange place
foggy slab of concrete or something. no walls no sky no ground just a slab with a few people on it

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   I knew that the women were dead but didn't know them

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   when my daughter flew down she came out of sky and light and she was bright and prefect and beautiful and pure and wearing some of type of robe with cloth tied belt and she had wings.  When she died she was a heroin addict and was extremely under weight.   It was her but completely healed.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Uncertain   I mean I felt incredible love from my daughter

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   This is a tuff one, hopefully I'm answering this right.  I have believed in God for decades prior to this.  I still believe and I know my daughter is safe, I miss her I can cry about her but I know she's happy.  I never have believed in church, always felt that there was too much corruption, I had no indication what so ever that I was wrong on that theory.  So I have continued not to have any belief or faith in churches.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   I would say more because I can still remember that woman's face.

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   I'm on medication for my back that is an antidepression medication.  I have no fear what so ever now so my answers cannot be counted as truth.

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Uncertain   I never took the time to be nice to people before and since then I make a point of being nice to people, telling them what about them is amazing and you can always find something. I use to donate my last five dollars every week at the grocery store while raising my children alone before this happened because I felt that if you have something your extremely lucky and fortunate to have that so you should share it with others who need it.  So did things change for me, I don't know.  Am I more aware of my behavior, maybe.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     yes, my daughter is an Angel.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  the next day

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Uncertain   I knew that people claimed they had it and watched stuff on tv but never really thought about it, I actually wished I could die to see what it was like.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   How could it not be real.  I know it was real, I lived it.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   How could it not be real.  I know it was real, I lived it.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Uncertain   I don't know if it was because of the experience or because my daughter died but my relationship with my other two daughters and my granddaughter whom I've raised and she is my daughter now are extremely important to me but I don't fear them dying as much as I did before all this.  It was major problem for me.  I've closed down some relationships that weren't healthy for me like my sister.  I can't or wont be bothered with it and really can't feel any remorse about it either.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Uncertain   I haven't changed my belief in God but I do believe that all the other religious gods that other countries and other religions believe are all the same entity.  I feel that I'm more of a Buddhist only because they are more peaceful but Budda and God are the same being.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   can't think of anything

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Uncertain   its hard to put an experience into words