Paul G ADC 2574
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Experience description:

My ex wife had passed away 7 years earlier, we had been apart for about 9 years. Just after she passed away I woke up and although conscious I could not move, panicking I said go away, and immediately could move. For a few years I believed this was a sign from my ex wife to let me know she was there. A few years later I was telling a colleague in work about this experience, she told me that it was just sleep apnea and was common. It cast doubt as to what I had experienced. Months later I was sitting in with my lap top beside me on the couch, sitting down with a cup of tea I noticed a bluebottle land on the lap top, which is white. The fly seemed to be trying to communicate as kept walking to the headset socket, after doing this a few times it then moved to the logo on the keyboard. It spent about a minute on each character of the logo, except the last one, and then flew away. It was then that I realized it had spelt my ex wife's name, Val. I have had this lap top for a few years and had not noticed it could be seen this way. The lap top is a Sony vaio, if you see the logo you will know what I mean. my daughter who had owned the lap top prior to me and also did not see it that way.

 Background Information:

 Date of experience:          03/02/2013

 Length of time between death of deceased and your experience:  7 years

 Was the date of the experience significant in any way?    no

 General geographic location of experience:  Liverpool, England

 Details of location of experience and your activity at the time of experience:        watching tv in the living room, having a cup of tea

 Degree of bereavement for deceased immediately prior to the experience:  Severe sadness and/or grief feelings

 Degree of alertness immediately prior to experience:        Fully alert

 After your experience, did you consider the contents of your experience:  Wonderful

 Have you had multiple experiences?   No      Was this experience difficult to express in words?     No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?          Uncertain

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?       No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?       No

 Did you see the deceased?       No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      5 minutes

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?      gradual

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          No

 Did the deceased give you information you did not previously know?          no

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was probably real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   Because I was shown something that was already there, which I and no one else who had used this lap top saw either. And it came after my first experience on which doubt had been cast. At the time of each experience I was not thinking about this possibility.

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  No
  
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  I saw the fly which is not uncommon, but I had a feeling that I should watch what it does

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Uncertain

 Its an area I have little knowledge of, but I believe in hope and faith

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?     The best part was knowing that Val was able to communicate, the worst is not fully understanding what it means

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Uncertain     The reason I am sharing this story is to hopefully get a better insight as how this experience can be better understood by me.

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?         No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?         One of gratitude as it hit me hard when Val passed away

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No

 Did you become aware of future events?      No

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?  No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?      

Yes    My daughter was amazed when I told. She believes that her mother contacts her via leaving 20p pieces in unusual places

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?       No

  Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? No

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?     No 

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Yes