First off I myself did not almost die.  This could be considered a STE. I was next to my mother for 5 days as she slowly died and this is a story of what I heard, saw, and felt as a psychic.  But first, A little background on me being psychic to explain a few things.  Also, That I HAVE been to Heaven before during meditation/astral projection?

(background) 

I'm very psychic and have been for about 15 years especially after reading  “Who Were You?: A Do-It-Yourself Guide to Past Life Regression by Gloria Chadwick.  I wanted to know who I was in former lives and other things.  Once I read this book and completed many self guided hypnosis I was able to meditate/astral project myself into Heaven. Visit with my spirit guide. Go over my life’s plan and see what I was meant to work on in this life.  Since then I’ve done hundreds of private physic readings for people free of charge. I can tell how people died in past lives, what they did for a living, tell them how they got birth marks from trauma or battle from past lives. I’m able to tell people exactly how their relatives died as well.  I can pass along messages from the other side.  Even tell if someone was supposed to be a twin and their twin died at birth.  I know that this is my 10th lifetime.  I know every name I've ever been , where I lived in the world and have actually  found one of my grave stones thousands of miles away from on online directly of the cemetery that came to me during a meditation with the exact names of birth and death of me and my children that I wrote down as soon as I was done mediating.  Found them in Appleton New Jersey. I’ve also been able to fluently speak different languages while in mediation and Google translate them once done. Some are languages that haven’t been spoke in hundreds of years.   I’ve done many podcasts from people all over north America and have been extremely accurate  in readings in real time along with these podcasts and have made grown men cry the way I can tell them about their past on friends and family with very personal details only they would know.

While in Heaven during a mediation I’ve met my spirit guide. The one who designed my life before I left heaven to come down here and live it out. She is very dark skinned with a bald head.  She has the most beautiful smile with the biggest whitest teeth. Perfect dark skin. She kind of looks like the main female character from Black Panther:

Although I met her 14ish years ago well before Black Panther came out.  We met in Heaven or pre-Heaven at a white marble table with marble benches.  There was a very bright white fog surrounding us at all times so I wasn’t able to see beyond our little marble table.  There I asked many questions like “what am I supposed to be working on in this life?  She said I was supposed to work on being patient.  Funny because I am not a patient person whatsoever.  She also told me I was meant to shine and that after this I would be given psychic gifts and I had a feeling that if I used these psychic gifts I was not supposed to charge any money or ask anything for my time or service.  To which I have never to this day.   I see ghosts when I want or need to see them and then shut it off like a switch because it can be overwhelming seeing ghosts all the time.  I can feel residual energy from traumatic events and can tell the difference between live ghosts and residual energy.

Here is the story of what I witnessed while watching my mother die slowly over 5 days. I met the grim reaper, Jesus and then a demon disguised as a little kid all within about 12 hours before/after death. 

So when i got the call that my mother had another series of mini strokes and was not getting better i had to travel to Florida and be her care taker in her final days what along with my sister who also is somewhat psychic.  My father was there as well.  My mother was a DNR, DNI and she had in her will that she didn't want to be intubated or use of a feeding tube. By the time I arrived my mother was not talking. She could see me but couldn’t speak.  She could react to pain and discomfort but not speak.  I was given morphine from a kit a palliative care nurse gave us to administer through her stomach feeding tube every few hours. No food or water was even allowed according to her will. We all knew she was going to pass, it was just a matter of how many days could she last without food or water.  No Heavenly phenomena happened until the final 24 hours.  In total it took her 5 days to pass once we stopped food and water and only gave morphine for pain.

I Met the Grim Reaper:

About 7-8 hours before her death (middle of the night approximately 2-3 am)  I saw a very tall, very thin, solid black figure. Approximately 7 feet tall carrying a briefcase and a top hat, walking from the back bedroom down the hall. He had no discernible facial features other than he would have had a skinny face and regular sized nose and a defined jaw line due to being so skinny and tall. He appeared from the back bedroom.  There was a bright white light coming from the room; but not from a light bulb in the room being turned on.  It wasn’t as bright as God’s light; that light would show up later when Jesus arrived.  Much like other accounts of NDE’s where people mention a bright white light.  My mother’s hospital bed was in the middle of the living room in the same spot she had previously had her recliner in. The tall, solid black figure didn’t acknowledge me at all. The feeling I got from him was "a matter of fact.  No negative feelings or positive in any way, just, this is who I am and I'm here to do a job with no emotional connection. The only way I can describe him is he looked like the Bad guy from the movie "Who framed Roger Rabbit" Christopher Lloyd's character. 

This man (figure) walked through the kitchen and around to my mom’s side of the bed.  It was the middle of the night.  I was not scared, worried or threatened by this huge man.  You could not tell what race this figure was- he didn’t have one.  He was not a color other than a solid black figure.  I could tell he was wearing a very stiff suit as it did not sway as he walked.  As he stood next to my mother towering over her, he opened his briefcase and took out a legal pad of paper.  On this pad of paper had only a few words and a spot to make a check mark in.  It simply had my mother’s full married name: Trudie.  Her maiden name was W.  I thought that was kind of interesting that it had her married name and not her birth name.   It had an empty square where you could assume a check mark would go, He took some type of writing tool either pen or pencil ( I can’t remember) and made a very clearly check mark in the empty square.  He then took the legal pad and put it back in his brief case. Closed the briefcase and walked slowly to the back bedroom from which he originally came.  Again leaving just as he arrived with no emotion, not anger, not sadness, definitely not happy just “ a matter of fact”  As he left I still wasn’t scared or any negative emotion was attached.  Just simply witnessing him do this.  A minute or two after he left I asked my sister if she saw any of that.  My dad was right there as well but he’s not psychic at all and wouldn’t clue into any psychic phenomena.  My sister didn’t see anything.  I told her exactly what I saw because at the time I didn’t know what that was, When I explained what I saw she said “ O MY GOD” you just saw the grim reaper.   He came before her death to collect her name.  Like a pre-flight to Heaven check to see if he was going to get the right person in a matter of a few hours.   Whether he was the grim reaper or just someone that checks in on the soon-to –be dead I’m not sure. Everyone seems to know that stereo typical grim reaper with the hood-cloak and curved staff.  Perhaps that grim reaper is only for those who were evil or not worthy just yet of Gods forgiveness.  

My sister didn’t see any of that but she told me later that she heard this exact musical excerpt a few hours before the grim reaper came and lasted a least a few hours. Playing over and over.  It was on a instrument she can’t quite describe but said it was some type of keyboard mixed with a flute or clarinet sound.

I’ve listened to NDR podcasts and lots of people say they hear music but never seem to be able to sing it back or write it down so hear is what my sister heard.   It won't let me paste the music screen shot I made into your website but I'd love to send it at some point!!!

After the Grim reaper checked her name off within a hour or so both me and my sister could see my mother’s soul leave her body. She walked through the kitchen and head down the hallway to the same back bedroom that the grim reaper came and went.  She still seemed confused though. As if she was still stuck with her same stoke ridden mind and she began to look confused at the doorway emitting that beautiful white pure Heavenly light.  She seemed scared to go into this light.  She looked around. I could sense her confusion and apprehension as if she didn’t want to go where the grim reaper just went back to although she knew it would lead to somewhere good.  She never said anything, she just simply walked back down the hall and through the kitchen and reentered her dying, tired, stroke ridden, starved of food and water body.  We were very upset that she would even want to head back into her body after temporarily being free. 

An hour or so later after she reentered her body was the last few hours of her life.  Soon she would meet Jesus and have no choice but to go with him

This is where We met JESUS!!

At approximately 6 am, before the sun came up is when we met Jesus.  Sunrise that day wasn’t going to come until 7:21 am.    Five hours before her heart stopped is when we were all gathered around her bed.  I was facing her bed with the door to the lanai (inside screen porch in Florida) to my back.  My sister was standing next to me and we both could feel and see with our psychic minds the brightest light that could possibly exist behind us. My father could not see the light but knew something extremely significant was happening, the light was  not coming from the sun’s rays as it was before sunrise.   I still faced my mother but turned my head over my shoulder and could see Jesus standing behind me.  His body was emitting this light.  Every part of him that was skin was pure light.  He was wearing an off white or the lightest tan robe.  You could hardly tell what color robe he was wearing because it was so close to the shade of white his own light was emitting, I was not directly facing him so I couldn’t see all of him.  Both me and my sister could not see his feet.  I know that has been a theme in a lot of peoples NDE’s and it was the same with us.  I wanted to look directly at him but I wanted to keep an eye on my mom.  His robe and hair were very flowing as if being blown by a large fan from all around and yet there was no breeze coming through the screened in porch.  I could see his hair and beard. It was a sandy reddish brown.  I could not see his eyes.  I wish I could have. His whole face except facial hair was just simply pure bright white light.  I think perhaps if I was the one actually dying he would have let me see his whole face.  My sister standing next me saw Jesus' entire body ( feet not included)  including his face.  I asked her much later what did he look like. She mentioned he looked almost exactly like the stereo type Christian picture that 99% of Catholic churches use.  She thinks that perhaps he appeared that way to her because that is what she was expecting him to look like due to a lifetime of seeing that widely used picture of him:

Once we saw Jesus we knew he was coming for my mother. We aggressively tried to persuade my mom to go with Jesus and it’s time to go.  “You can’t say no to JESUS!  He was there and there was no doubt she had to go.  Jesus never said anything while he was there but it was crystal clear in our minds he was there to take my mother to Heaven. My dad actually piped up for once in 5 days and with tears in his eyes told her she had to go be with Jesus.  It’s hard to let someone go if you‘ve been together for 50 years as my parents were.

We felt my mother’s soul leave her body and go towards the light with Jesus.  We could look back at her body and it was still breathing.  She would continue to slowly take labored breathes for about 4-5 hours but we didn’t feel a sense of her soul being there.  Many people say that the soul leaves the body before actually death so you don’t feel the uncomfortable-ness of actual death.  I believe this was the case.  My mother took her last breath at 11 am.   Jesus had taken her around 6 am.  There was a sense of relief when she actually passed. I had flown to Florida to administer end of life care in her final days and was happy when she wasn’t breathing anymore.  She wasn’t going to be in pain anymore and I knew she would go Heaven and be immediately young, vibrant and not be confused that way she spent the last 7 years after she had her initial stroke.

A few hours later we met a demon!

When the men from the funeral home came to prepare her body for transport I thought that was end of the Heavenly- spiritual phenomenon. However about 20 minutes after they picked up her body I went back to that back bedroom where the Grim Reaper had appeared just a few hours earlier.  I sensed the magnitude of the events that just happened and could feel residual energy from the portal that had been opened up for the grim reaper to enter.  I could sense it came from the closet in that back bedroom.  I could feel this powerful energy but couldn’t tell if it were positive or negative energy.  All of a sudden I heard a child’s voice from the closet.,  I didn’t hear it aloud but could hear it in my head the way I hear ghosts speak to me and can relay messages.  This small child about the age of 4-6 was crouching in the corner of the closet.  Begging and pleading for help.  Wanted to “be let in.”   I had a weird suspicion about this entity.  I didn’t fully trust this child. Without saying a word I called my sister to the back bedroom to ask her what she felt, if anything.  I didn’t tell her what I just heard or saw. I wanted to know if she could pick up on what I was seeing and hearing.  She too could sense a small child, desperately trying to get our attention and be given permission to enter the rest of the bedroom and not be stuck in this closet.  I immediately thought to myself that demons or bad ghosts need permission to enter whereas non evil spirits can simply roam free as long as they don’t interrupt the daily lives of the living.  After this revelation of what this child really was,  It decided to show us what it really looked like under this pretend child’s body and persona and innocent sounding plea to be let out,  It was a grotesque small creature much like a gremlin but far more hideous.  We worked together to imagine pure white light surrounding and encompassing the entire building that housed my parents condo and pushed this demon out of the condo, Using the Lord’s Prayer as well as saying “The light of God protects us and this house” over and over again until we felt the original white light that had been opened by the grim reaper leave and be replaced with Gods white light like a parachute that was healing, protecting and guarding against any unwanted spirit.   After this demon-like spirit left we all felt a sense of wellbeing in my parents place and didn’t feel my mother’s presence until her funeral a few short days later when we could hear her sing along with the hymns played at her service. 

I have many more stories after this account including when my mother warned me of my father’s death a year and a half later but I’ll leave that for possibly another time on this website. 

I hope you enjoyed a psychic’s account from watching their parent pass away and what I saw, heard and felt.  I am not afraid of death in any way.  I'm not looking forward to it but I know it will be a great reunion-party with everyone who has past before me.  

I’d like to end my story with lyrics from a well known song that Gonzo sang in the Muppet movie that goes way deeper than a kids movie. The song is all about Heaven and 100% true!

This looks familiar, vaguely familiar,

Almost unreal, yet, it's too soon to feel yet.

Close to my soul, yet so far away.

I'm going to go back there someday.

Sun rises, night falls, sometimes the sky calls.

Is that a song there, and do I belong there?

I've never been there, but I know the way.

I'm going to go back there someday.

There's not a word yet for old friends who've just met.

Part heaven, part space, or have I found my place?

You can just visit, but I plan to stay.

I'm going to go back there someday.

I'm going to go back there someday.

We all started in Heaven and will all “ go back there someday!”

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes  I watched my mother slowly die over 5 days knowing she was going to pass. I'm psychic and witnessed meeting Jesus at her bedside as well as the grim reaper and later a demon who tried to enter their condo.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      I was aware the whole time, but mostly the last 12 hours before my mothers death

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   i knew i would experience high levels of psychic phenomena because i knew i was there purposefully to watch my mother pass away.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   no difference.  When I turn on my psychic-self I can see lots of things that are unearthly, ghosts, spirits, etc.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   my ears were ringing a lot over the few days I was watching my mother slowly die.  ringing ears for me is a huge sign that I'm psychically tuned in and lots of things are happening

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Uncertain  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   I felt honored to be in the presence of Jesus.  It felt terrifying once it was done that I saw the grim reaper but while he was there I felt no emotions at all.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   the brightest light that can possibly exist.  but also healing, welcoming and loving emitting from Jesus.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
grim reaper was there but said nothing, Jesus was there but said nothing- simply was present to invite my mother to the light.  The demon asked permission to enter in a child-like innocent voice.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   Yes   I Met Jesus.  I describe him a great detail in my story.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?      

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   Uncertain  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   Jesus had come and i knew he was taking my mother to Heaven.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   I met Jesus as my mother was dying and he came to invite my mother to Heaven.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Uncertain   Everything that I encountered with the grim reaper, and Jesus is in my story that's attached.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes   I have visited heaven while astral projecting/mediation/past life regression and had conversations with my spirit guide on what I'm supposed to be doing with my life, what am i supposed to be working on .  How many lifetimes have i already lived, who i was before and the karma that led me to the life I lead now

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   when i knew that Jesus was in the room there to collect my mothers soul i though to myself .... huh, well I guess he does actually exist.  I believed in him before but this was proof.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Yes   I realized that the same light that the grim reaper came from also opened the vale and allowed a demon to TRY to come through. I'm not saying the grim reaper came from something evil but it was the same light that a few hours later a demon tried to come through.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience.   I believed in GOD Jesus before but gave me 100 percent irrefutable evidence.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.   I will never forget the day my mother died and what i saw that day

My experience directly resulted in:   Slight changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   No  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   I've been psychic for about 5 years but this took my psychic ability to another level.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     I got to be in the presence of Jesus and the grim reaper in the same nights. That's pretty significant;

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  i shared it immediately with my wife the day after my mom died.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   I know how I've died in 9 other lifetimes.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real  

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I became psychically closer with my sister who was there the whole time

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No     

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes   as long as you read my story. It accounts for everything I can remember