Sarah O ADC
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Experience description:

I lived at the place I shared with Craig for six months after he passed. In the early morning hours of May the 20th 2017, it was sometime after 3AM, and I couldn't sleep as usual. Overcome with grief I ran out to the garage, and played one song really loud. And cried. It was My Immortal by Evanescence. The song ended and I was still sobbing, but feeling kind of numb. We had cameras outside the back of the garage, and I was just staring at the monitor. I watched it over and over again, I don't know how many times, at least a dozen if not twice that. I watched this light, an orb, in the alley. It would always return to where it started, and meander around out there a bit, before shooting straight toward the overhead door. At some point I snapped out of my daze, and had the sense to hit the record button. Only twice though. I wish I had done more.

It wasn't a moth. It wasn't a reflection. The closest thing I could akin to it being would be like, a lazer pointer. But the light was bigger than that. Plus, what I saw couldn't have been achieved from the ground. One would need to be up high. Nonetheless, I also have footage of myself searching up and down the alley for some physical source, immediately after this happened. There was no one. No kids, no parked cars. Just the night. It was him. I'm not sure why that date though.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?          No

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?       No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?       No

 Did you see the deceased?       Yes

 I saw an orb.

            How clearly did the deceased appear?            Fairly bright, and white.

             Is there any possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience? No, none that I could ascertain.

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      A few minutes.

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?      Gradual at first. Then ended suddenly when I ran outside to look for it.

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          No

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   I recorded some of it on video.

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  Yes

 I don't recall when it started happening exactly. I just found myself watching it around the time the song had ended.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?     That it happened and that it ended, respectfully.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Curiosity, wonder, excitement, longing.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          No

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Uncertain

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?  No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        Yes  White moving orb.

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     No

 Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes    Unsure.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?       No

  Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience? Nope.

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?    No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?     Yes 

I had a somewhat intentional OBE at 16 yrs old.

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?                     Yes